“after you do something like that, the everyday look of things might seem to change a little. Things may look different to you than they did before. But don’t let appearances fool you. There’s always only one reality.”
I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly I tan easily. I have a bad memory. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have/had braces. I wear glasses. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I’ve I have piercing in places besides my ears. I have freckles. I have been kicked out of the house. I have a sibling less than six years old. I want to have kids someday. I’ve fallen asleep at work/school. I almost always do/did my homework.
I have big dreams. I’ve missed a week or more of school before. I failed more than 1 class last year. I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. I think of stupid things to do. I was born with a disease/impairment. I’ve gotten stitches/staples. I’ve broken a bone I’ve had my tonsils removed. I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. I’ve gotten a ride with someone I don’t know. I’ve been on a plane. I’ve wished on a shooting star. I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve been to a casino. I’ve been skydiving. I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve gone skinny dipping. I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. I’ve had dry vodka shots. I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a play. I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. I’ve seen the Northern lights. I’ve sat on a roof top at night. I’ve ridden in a taxi.
People have only liked me because of my looks. I’ve been used a lot. I’ve gone on a blind date. I’ve used someone else. I’ve broken someone’s heart. I miss someone right now. I know someone who has committed suicide. I have a fear of abandonment. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’ve had a crush on a teacher/coach. I am a cuddler. I’ve kissed a boy. I’ve kissed a girl. I’ve kissed more than one girl. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I’ve hugged a stranger. I have kissed a stranger. I’ve been called a slut. I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I’ve snuck out of my house.
I am keeping a secret from the world. I’ve been suspended from school. I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve helped a friend who has passed out from alcohol. I regularly smoked cigarettes. I’ve tried smoking cigarettes. I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them. I’ve eaten shrooms. I’ve popped E. I’ve inhaled Nitrous. I’ve done drugs < not exactly I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. I have at one stage in my life been diagnosed with depression. I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. I shut others out when I’m depressed. I take/taken anti-depressants. I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it. I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying. I’m afraid of dying. I miss someone who I know isn’t coming back. I’ve seen someone dying. Someone close to me has committed suicide. I’ve planned my own suicide. I’ve attempted suicide. I’ve written an eulogy for myself. I own an iPod or MP3 player. I regret a lot of things I’ve done in my lifetime.
